... (some good news...)

Please... I do NOT want a debate on here.  Not on this journal.  I WILL delete/hide comments if it occurs.  I just need to speak my mind.

Edit: I figured out what was making her believe these things.  I really think I have a big chance to help her now, too, but I still need your help.  Thank you to all those that supported me, and now I have a fighting chance, because she trusts me.  In fact, she likes me, now! ^.^  I'll spare you the details, but I found out it's like a split-personality disorder.  And now, both "people" like me.  It's actually kind of neat xD  Still, I''m going to need help.  Any prayer, or support is greatly appreciated.

I met one who calls herself a Satanist yesterday.  I kinda figured it as I was talking to her, but I couldn't believe she thought some things...

She wants oblivion, which I can understand.  She wants the world to be doomed, which I can also understand.  But...  She feels that people like me, that want to save the world, should die.

Normally, that wouldn't affect me as much...  But I really care about this person.  She used to be the best person in the world...  But something caused her to change.  And that, was rejection.  She's tried to reach out, to love, to help, but for her, it never worked out.  Not only that, but she's had a terrible childhood, from what I gather.

I also know one thing I could have prevented, that likely would have saved her.  Another one of my friends had impersonated the one she loved.  and told her it was all a lie. v.v  I've talked to this friend, and he says he's sorry, but I really don't think he understands what he really did.  What makes it even worse, is that I could have comforted her...  I could have prevented the change.  I could have shown that I cared.  But I never did.  And so she believes I don't care, now.  She believes I'm a liar.  And I really can't blame her.

I feel terrible, and not much will help that.  Even caring for me may not help.  Why?  Because I'm going to keep talking to her.  I'm going to try and prove that I care.  But, in the process, it may destroy the me that you all know, and love.  Perhaps forever.  But I'm willing to make that sacrifice.  If I can convert her back to her caring self, then I can do anything.

I have only a slight chance of success.  But I know that in the past, it took a while, but she always found that I was right.  However, that luck is running out.  I know God is with me on this, and I know he will help.  I can't do it without him.

A note to all satanists: I'm curious as to what you truly believe.  And, if you are by chance the satanist that I met, Just know I love you.  As a person, and everything else.

I really don't know what to do here.  Though I don't want a debate, I do want advice...  What do you guys that read this think I should do?  Also... I need your prayers.  I can't do this alone.  So please, if you can, help me.